5 days? Come on!!!!!

Well, only 5 days this month. It is so frustrating and today I am wondering what the hell we are doing. It just seems like it should be so much simpler. We are trying to be so patient but month after month the wait gets longer and longer. I don't know if I can do it anymore. At the rate of 5 days a month were are going to wait another 18 months for a referral and still another 2-3 months before we go get Ava...and that is if the Olympics don't throw a wrench into things. Are we going to have to wait until 2010? I am so tired of hoping for that elusive speed up. You would think if it was going to happen it would have by now. I know I shouldn't complain. My LID is only 3 months away. I truly can't imagine the frustration of the couples that are just getting on this rollercoaster.
Hopefully I feel better about things soon.