The Newest Batch Of Referrals

Today the CCAA has sent referrals for only six days worth of files. The latest date of referrals is up to November 7,2005. If they keep up with only sending six days per month of referrals we can expect our referral 21 months from this month. This would put us at a date of referral of March of 2009. That will be 3 years since our log in date. That is a far cry from the six months to referral when we signed up. Sometimes I feel like not even looking for the latest set of referrals to come but instead just waiting for the phone call about our groups referrals. Sometimes I think that this would help time go by but in reality I know that it wouldn't. I wish that I could speed things up for Terri. Watching her from month to month go through this emotional torture is almost as bad as watching her from month to month when we were going through the hole fertility issue. I often sit back and wonder why things are the way they are. Why us? God, why us?